We're down to our last three rolls of toilet paper.
I'm only counting 'cause they're part of an unsupplemented years supply. It was stocked by my grandma on her D.C. visit one year ago and it's a funky little reminder, one of many, how grandma took care of me. Now she's passed on but the toilet paper stash is still giving.
Everywhere I look there are reminders of her giving- the black polka dot dress Elsie is dancing in, the pot holder and soap dispenser in my otherwise unadorned kitchen, the book on my coffee table. It's like she's everywhere. And nowhere.
My grandma made me feel like a rockstar.
Seriously. When I drove 3 and a half hours to New York City with my brother Justin she told me I was a "world traveler." She ooggled over my family Christmas photos like they were signed by Babe Ruth. When I repainted my bathroom vanity she told me I should be on HGTV.
She always gave me more credit than I deserved. She was always good for a little over- the- top complement right when I needed it.
As a teen I pulled shenanigans until I drove my family crazy. I alienated myself by attempting late night stunts, and perpetually leaving the gas tank on empty. Consequently I depleted all my favors and exhausted my parents. But to my grandma, I was her wonderful, brite-eyed granddaughter.
It wasn't that she didn't see my flaws. She saw them alright, glaring I'm sure, but she accepted them anyways. That kind of love works miracles. It's the kind of love that makes you feel comfortable in your own skin. It is the kind of force that whispers to you to stop questioning yourself and just be.
Be content with the lot life has cast you.
Be happy to get up in the morning even on the saddest of days.
Be grateful for the supportive people in your life.
Be willing to take risks
Be ready to embrace the beautiful blessings God has placed in your lap
My grandma's persistent, and unearned, love has changed me. And thankfully, she left me with a large supply of that too.